Thursday, September 14, 2006
take tomorrow baby one day at a time
we often dont realise how important something is until its all over. and by then it'll be too late to regret. we tend to block out all reasonings and advice and try to make ourself right. well can you try to convince yourself that your right, but i guess thats why we have a conscience. but if guilt really doesnt overtake you from the inside then i guess that something under your left chest aint there. when will we change and learn to grow up? to really see the big picture as a whole and notice its intricate detail and realise that what we have been given and what we have is actually a pretty amazing painting. to learn to appreciate what your given and not whine about what you dont have or what you have. to be grateful for the people you have around you that has made your life something worth living for and not cry and feel remorse only after they have left you? you can tell me that people are just made like that, but if you already know it, and have a choice to change your actions, how many of us out of this millions will actually do?
i seem to be putting myself out there all the time. and each time i try to take a step forward, everyone else pulls me back again. it feels like im doing so much but none of it is ever for myself. im taking everyones hand but no ones taking mine. im trying my best to help everyone out there but no one seems to be helping me.
give me all your fear, and throw it all away. think about the good things, no matter what they say.
yours truly
